Wow this blog has been completely neglected since I started my other blog (blackunionjack.wordpress.com) for my MA in International Journalism and I guess that is a shame as this was my first attempt at blogging and I’d hate to see it completely die off – so here starts a sort of revival.
Although I cannot guarantee that I’ll post nearly as much as I used too, I think this is a good forum for the issues that are important to me, so for that reason alone it is worthwhile maintaining it.
Anyway, the reason I have returned now is probably obvious to anyone who knows me and that is the recent result in the UK General Election.
Now let me start off by saying that this post is certainly not going to be an anti-democracy diatribe or hopefully a completely Tory bashing rant, as the majority have spoken and I guess they have probably got what they wanted.
But in all honesty I have been thinking about the result (and very little else) since it happened on Thursday, and I would really like to express my thoughts about it while at the same time hopefully providing some kind of insight for anyone who may stumble on this site and think it’s worth a read.
So where to start.
First of all I have to say that like many people I did not see that result coming at all and I think that was mainly because I believed all of the preceding polls which suggested the result was too close to call and I also thought there was a prevailing and genuine feeling that the country was definitely split between who to choose.
However, hindsight is a wonderful thing and looking back I guess the signs were there that a lot of people were tired of coalition or compromise politics, mistrustful of Labour’s pledges and Ed Miliband’s leadership credentials and believed that the Tories are basically doing a good job, so in that respect I guess we shouldn’t be surprised that the majority would choose the lesser of two evils and vote Conservative but of course it is all much more complicated than that… (and I don’t think I’m even going to touch on Scotland).
Personally I was also in a bit of a dilemma and didn’t make up my mind on who to vote for until quite late.
I have always voted Labour since I cast my first ballot in 1997 for Tony Blair (I just missed out in 1992 as I was 17). I remember staying up all night and ticking off the seats the party needed as they fell one by one and being so ecstatically happy that the country I was born in was choosing a government I believed in too. Well, we all know how badly that turned out.
I stopped voting Labour in any election (local , European and national) just six years later because of the Iraq war and the lies Tony Blair told to take us there, and believe me when I say that this was a gut wrenching decision. I am a proud socialist and I genuinely believe in pretty much all that Labour is supposed to stand for but this terrible event (and its many and subsequent ramifications) tainted my view of the party and politicians for ever.
In subsequent elections I started to vote Lib Dem and this worked out fine for me as I left to live in Barbados in 2008 and did not even think about registering to vote abroad for the 2010 election.
I guess this is where my experience changes from the people left here, as when I went the global recession / banking crisis was just beginning, and so I did not get to see firsthand how the Labour government dealt with it which was obviously quite badly.
So I came back to the UK in 2012 and the coalition government had been ticking along – to everyone’s surprise – and slowly building the recovery but at what price.
Austerity measures were taking their toll especially on the NHS and other public services, no-one was feeling upbeat and pretty much everyone I knew had at least two jobs or was out of a job or was being forced to take a job with low pay, and nobody had had any sort of pay rise for YEARS. The economy was slowly getting better on the backs of the workers who were suffering in order for the country to recover! Exploitation was rife and I would argue – encouraged.
So we come to the present day and the decision I and others had to make on Thursday.
I had already decided that I could now never vote Lib Dem because of their betrayal of pretty much everything that was in their manifesto, which had been abandoned in their lust for power in 2010, but I didn’t quite take to Ed Miliband either, or the belief that Labour had completely learned their lesson from their economic, immigration and spending mistakes in the past.
But there was no way on earth I could EVER vote Tory.
When I think of the Tories I always go back to my childhood in the 1980’s on a council estate in Fulham, being brought up by a single mum who was a nurse in the NHS – the dreaded Thatcher years. My abiding memories of the UK at this time are of fear, oppression and greed.
I’m not going to give you a history lesson here but there’s a reason why the song ‘the witch is dead’ entered the charts when MT died in 2013.
Conservative policies at that time involved crushing workers’ rights, privatising the NHS and other public services at any cost and encouraging people to vilify the poor, disadvantaged and vulnerable while buying as much stuff as possible to distract their conscience. They are not called the ‘Nasty Party’ for nothing – and believe me, I do not think they have changed much since then.
So I mention all of this as a way for me and you to understand what happened on Thursday because I still don’t really get it.
Did people vote Conservative in such large numbers because they genuinely believe that they have now become the party for the struggling middle/ working class, or because they just didn’t like Ed Miliband, or because they actually think the NHS will somehow survive under Tory rule, or because they think austerity should continue, or because they really don’t give a crap about anyone but themselves?
Despite my misgivings about Ed Miliband and other things, I voted Labour for the first time in over 10 years and that was mainly because I truly believe that the Conservatives do not care about me or people like me and they never will – and that’s not an indictment on them because that is just the true nature of their party.
The Tories are designed for the elite – people who are at the top and intend to stay there at ANY cost; people who don’t really want the rest of us to improve because if that happened who would collect their garbage and look after their children; people who don’t understand the need for an efficient and healthy NHS because they can afford to go private; people who don’t care about pay rises for public servants and others because the interest on their savings alone amounts to most other people’s annual salary; people who HAVE savings; people who live isolated and privileged lives so don’t know what it’s like to go to a food bank for a meal or not even know where your next meal is coming from; people who don’t understand why anyone would even need state benefits – and the list goes on and on and on.
But as I say, I don’t blame them for this ‘me first – everyone else last’ attitude because that is why they are Conservatives, and maybe if I was born into money I would feel the same. I just know that these are not the people I want running the country and up until Thursday I thought most people would agree – I guess I was wrong.
Anyway, I suppose what is done is done and when you live in a democracy you have to accept what the majority has decided and live with it.
I do not expect to still be living in the UK for the entire life of this Tory government but I fear for what will happen now that they are able to push through a centre-right (emphasis on the right) agenda with no checks or balances – plans such as the ‘snoopers charter’, cutting welfare by £12bn, a possible end to EU membership, fox hunting and abolishing the Humans Rights Act are already under way and that is just the start.
Maybe some of the people who voted on Thursday don’t remember (or chose to forget) what it is like to live under a rampant Tory government – I will never forget and I don’t ever want to go back there again.
‘The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t exist’ (The Usual Suspects).